IDK WTF IMT ABT

Went back at 12pm today. shiok ah.. went home slack awhile then went bert house transfer 1 psp game.. haha.. after tt lunchy at imm and we went library. wanted to borrow books for nxt week deployment. but in the end nv. surprisingly, saw jieying, ruien yihao, farhan at lvl 4 and kelway at lvl 3. so qiao loh.. damn sian sia.. aft tt we went home.. and i knock off.. tts about it..

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ok.. come to serious thing.

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I have let go le.. confirm de.. cos things didnt went well.. for the past one year, it keep on happening again. from "T" to "K".. let go "T" le.. now is "K"'s turn... its like "OMG WTF IHA - oh my god wat the fuck it happen again.." its the same thing sia.. from 100% to 70% to 50% to 30% to 0%.. so i htink i should jus forget the pass.. i this time round i really 斩草除根。so tt if i regret, i cant go anything, cos i already dun have anything le.. ok.. guess nobody knows wth i am talking about.. is ok.. dun need to know de.. yup.

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I aldy asked 4 times le.. prob more then tt.. so from now ownwards, i will not ask anymore... I SWEAR! 4 times dun have means dun have le.. no point persisting.. HOM taught us persistance. but if it is fated, wat for persisting? no point de.. now i really believe in fate le.. got means got, no means no.. no point fighting and hoping for it to happen..

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I cant forget that face.. i udn know how to explain.. it give me a impression of "wtf, y u come here!! suay!!" ya.. something like tt.. proably i shouldnt even step forward and say "hi".

back to zero again,

back to root one again.

back to nothing agian..

and its better this way.